Wednesday, January 16, 2008
i will be counting down the days IMPATIENTLY to start anew.How i wish the phrase, "the irony of dying on your birth day" comes to good use now. totally useless and nothing. for now, i have nothing to life for. only when i get my gce results than i'll plan a new life ahead. a life different from what i used to be. with all those used to be people. and with the goin-to-be people. i know, there's a palce for me somewhere out there. i'm going to live in a world where i listen to my brain, not my heart. not like what i use to live like, cause in the end, it tallys up to nothing.i'm gonna live in a world where i do thing i need, not what i want. i'm gonna learn from my mistakes and not stand up from the rest. dissapointing ya, but i enjoyed it. too bad i gotta throw that lifestyle down the drain, no, throw it in the bin , tie a dead knot and than burn it down. ha. burry it six feet under. come to think of it, it has been " unexplainable, words cannot describe or explain this feeling" for this pass two year that i've came to woo her. dedication takes a life time , but dreams only last for a night. cause this ship is sinking and im thinking im done for, but this feeling isnt the first. i have came across this times before but i handled it quiet well. but for now, i think its best to throw it away. i have no use of it cause .i could dedicate a album to her but it does not mean anything to her. waking up from my dream , this two years of smooth sailing has to come to an end. i'll just rely on the clouds to follow me in my future . keep my eye on the world, towering on your head. i can do whatever i want , like you. i am no masterpiece, but she is. when all i wanted was to see the sunrise with you. is it typical for things like this to end like this . now i'm hoping to be a little stronger. I'll be fine, i swear.
kHaidDiN 17 cooked on
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